I'm nothing to no one.

I'm not wanted. I never was. People see me and they run. Just like I'm some sort of monster. My whole life, I've been beat down. By more than one person. I'm beginning to feel like I deserved it some how. Like it was all my fault .I just lost two really close friends of mine. I feel so alone. So empty. So scared. So worthless. So not needed, by anybody. My whole life... I've been nothing but a disappointment to others. All I've done is let others down. All I've done, is let myself down. I just wanna die. I hate my life. No one wants me, no one needs me. I'm not important. I feel so alone. I'm all alone. No one cares. No one would even notice if I were gone.